What to do?

Why are people so dumb? How do people not see what could happen to them through their actions? I know somethings can't be seen, but when it is something that could majorly mess up your life, that is a different story, and if you know better.

I'm starting to feel more alone then what I have in a long time. I am still single, and even some of my friends say I need a girlfriend. It's not that easy for me to find one. My group of friends seem to be breaking into groups, and I'm in none of them, or few of them. Nothing like sitting at home doing nothing all the time. I'm going to have to listen to more music...

On a good note though, I got three of my certificates from college the other day, and they were all with honors. Don't know how I did that...

It"s been a long time...

I haven't wrote on here for a long time, so I figured I would. It's been almost a year since I last posted a post.
I am done with my first year of college, and with good grades too. My job is just as boring as ever, but I guess that is a good thing. I have the first weekend off in a long time. I plan on going to a bunch of grad parties this weekend.

I hate fighting loosing battles... Every girl I go after is just a nothing loosing battle. I have two girls that say they like me, but are too busy to ever hang out, and they both have boyfriends. There is one girl I have a chance with though. I'm just scared I'd mess it up like I normally do.

I just noticed I don't like to swear online anymore. I don't know why.

Come on people...

Okay people, this is getting ridiculous. Get the dick out of your ass and become your own person! Get a life and grow up...

Life sucks, and I'm living it...

what can I say? I've been boned over most of my whole life... There is always something wrong in my life... always... lately if happens to be female friends mostly. Every girl that I used to text all the time now either hates me or wants nothing to do with me. Even the ones I used to call are the same way. They never call, and when I call them, they don't answer or call back... Part of me wants to go back a year when everything was better, the other part doesn't care about almost anything anymore... Is it that I've been hurt enough that I can't feel it anymore, or what? I've telling some people this and only one has listened but... I'm an asshole... It partly bothers me, but on the other hand, I could care less... Most people boned me over so why care about them?

I think all of this is teaching me about why people do the things they do, and why people get into fights... Most people act fake somehow or another...

Life, It Doesn't Work...

Well, life blows... it's really bad when everything seems to go wrong and people, females that used to talk to me all the time, stop talking to me and wont even tell my why they stopped talking to me.
When the only girl that likes you is an hour away and isn't the best, somethings wrong.
Best friends... aren't they just wonderful... the way they talk to you all the time then, all of a sudden, decided that you aren't worth their time and stop talking to you and your left without a best friend... I love it... almost every best friend I have had has done just that...
What is the point of having a myspace if no one messages, or comments you?

Well, I think I'm done talking, no one seemed to want to listen to me rant so I put here so everyone can read it... *mutters* "although I doubt anyone will"

Nothing like a good slap in the face!

Well... had solo ensemble yesterday for choir... Men's did awesome... 39 out of 40... my first and only superior. My solo on the other had was, like I said, a slap in the face... i got a 23 out of 40... a good... a FUCKING GOOD!!! What the hell? I don't think she was even listening to me sing... Yeah, I know I'm not suppose to dwell on it... but how can you get over that quick? Gez....

Good news thought, I will be trained in upstairs at work before summer, and I have a prom date now... Tori Anne.

Well, I guess I'll try and get over this damn slap in the face... there is more too by the way but some of it I don't want to say to everyone.

what do i do?

well, i dont know what to do anymore... i feel like crap right now... i have no one to go to prom with cuz everyone i have asked said no... and that has been about 6 or 7 people... the person i want to go with most doesnt want to go with me becuz she thinks i wont have fun... the thing is, if she went with me, i would have the most fun ever...
my hand really hurts, cuz... well, im a moron... burned my hand...

What do u do when no one else wants u? what do u do?