Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Come on people...

Okay people, this is getting ridiculous. Get the dick out of your ass and become your own person! Get a life and grow up...

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Life sucks, and I'm living it...

what can I say? I've been boned over most of my whole life... There is always something wrong in my life... always... lately if happens to be female friends mostly. Every girl that I used to text all the time now either hates me or wants nothing to do with me. Even the ones I used to call are the same way. They never call, and when I call them, they don't answer or call back... Part of me wants to go back a year when everything was better, the other part doesn't care about almost anything anymore... Is it that I've been hurt enough that I can't feel it anymore, or what? I've telling some people this and only one has listened but... I'm an asshole... It partly bothers me, but on the other hand, I could care less... Most people boned me over so why care about them?

I think all of this is teaching me about why people do the things they do, and why people get into fights... Most people act fake somehow or another...

Friday, April 18, 2008

Life, It Doesn't Work...

Well, life blows... it's really bad when everything seems to go wrong and people, females that used to talk to me all the time, stop talking to me and wont even tell my why they stopped talking to me.
When the only girl that likes you is an hour away and isn't the best, somethings wrong.
Best friends... aren't they just wonderful... the way they talk to you all the time then, all of a sudden, decided that you aren't worth their time and stop talking to you and your left without a best friend... I love it... almost every best friend I have had has done just that...
What is the point of having a myspace if no one messages, or comments you?

Well, I think I'm done talking, no one seemed to want to listen to me rant so I put here so everyone can read it... *mutters* "although I doubt anyone will"

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Nothing like a good slap in the face!

Well... had solo ensemble yesterday for choir... Men's did awesome... 39 out of 40... my first and only superior. My solo on the other had was, like I said, a slap in the face... i got a 23 out of 40... a good... a FUCKING GOOD!!! What the hell? I don't think she was even listening to me sing... Yeah, I know I'm not suppose to dwell on it... but how can you get over that quick? Gez....

Good news thought, I will be trained in upstairs at work before summer, and I have a prom date now... Tori Anne.

Well, I guess I'll try and get over this damn slap in the face... there is more too by the way but some of it I don't want to say to everyone.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

what do i do?

well, i dont know what to do anymore... i feel like crap right now... i have no one to go to prom with cuz everyone i have asked said no... and that has been about 6 or 7 people... the person i want to go with most doesnt want to go with me becuz she thinks i wont have fun... the thing is, if she went with me, i would have the most fun ever...
my hand really hurts, cuz... well, im a moron... burned my hand...

What do u do when no one else wants u? what do u do?

Monday, February 25, 2008

I Stand Alone....

And not by choice... i stand alone because everyone basically stops caring and stops talking to me... or is two faced... so... I'm basically forced to stand alone, by myself... that's the truth... and, well, I don't know what to do about it.

Monday, February 4, 2008

Favorite Quotes

"I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven"

"Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said that you would die for me...
You must live for me too..."

"I will walk with you through hell,
I'll support you when you fall down"

Sunday, January 27, 2008


well, almost in to February and it's been over a month sense i wrote in here. Basically, this last month has not been that great... between my job, friends, school, and death...
my job, it well, is a shit hole. i work with morons that don't do their jobs... my boss tries to get me to work when i cant...
friends... aren't they wonderful? don't u hate them when they make things up? ugh...
well, i only have half a year left of school... idk if thats good or bad... Fosey is back thou, long over due.
On Thursday, January 24, 2008... a 06 senior died... not cool... she will be missed!!!! RIP Cheryl Lynn Tri.

Well, i finally got drums, i think thats the best thing that has happened... a nice set at half price. I'm happy and broke... thats basically it... I'm staying away from the conversion about girls for now.