outcast of outcasts...

...that is I. I have felt this way for a long time and it comes back every once in a while. the one person that is making me feel the best right now, im not even talking to her, is Kassie. Pretty much everyone has that one friend that they are closest to and that friend is also the closest to the other...

ps. It really sucks when the only thing to do is be online and no one is on to talk to or they dont talk to you.

Luck and Prom

Prom was amazing! pretty much the best weekend of my life... for those of you who know.
Many people got lucky at post prom. i did get some money though, which was nice. I don't care that I didn't a fancy prize though, besides that, I have the best prize of them all...

Heat...

I hate the heat, even more when I'm at work and the buttmunch takes that a/c remote.

I had so much fun last night... and I'm so happy. I do have the thank Buck and Nikki one more time though.

HEHE...

well, well, well... who knows what the future holds ;). i can tell you that you have no clue what i would do for you, and i like you more then anyother. but, when people keep telling you to move on and forget about it, you start to beleive them. I♥u...

The waiting is the hardest part.

start the countdown, it's time to wait.

destoried...

so... doesn't seem like many people visit here.. i might delete it, might not. i don't know. anyways...
i like a girl that doesn't want to date... i respect that... but... my timing sucks. something like this happens every time to me, EVERY TIME! the saddest thing about it is that i like her more then any other girl ever. do i wait or do i move on? that is the question.

life=?

life= pain?
life= rejection?
life= death?
life= heartbreak?
life= lonliness?

Most of the time i can say that life does not equal those, but everyone of those has been strongly around me lately...
most of the time:

life= friends
life= music
life= love
life= fun

so... where is that most of the time? im not real sure. I do know that this rejection crap needs to go now. There seems to be no way around it but through it.