I Stand Alone....

And not by choice... i stand alone because everyone basically stops caring and stops talking to me... or is two faced... so... I'm basically forced to stand alone, by myself... that's the truth... and, well, I don't know what to do about it.

Favorite Quotes

"I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven"

"Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said that you would die for me...
You must live for me too..."

"I will walk with you through hell,
I'll support you when you fall down"

2008

well, almost in to February and it's been over a month sense i wrote in here. Basically, this last month has not been that great... between my job, friends, school, and death...
my job, it well, is a shit hole. i work with morons that don't do their jobs... my boss tries to get me to work when i cant...
friends... aren't they wonderful? don't u hate them when they make things up? ugh...
well, i only have half a year left of school... idk if thats good or bad... Fosey is back thou, long over due.
On Thursday, January 24, 2008... a 06 senior died... not cool... she will be missed!!!! RIP Cheryl Lynn Tri.

Well, i finally got drums, i think thats the best thing that has happened... a nice set at half price. I'm happy and broke... thats basically it... I'm staying away from the conversion about girls for now.

well...lonelyness

hello everybody!
basically, i don't know what to say but i haven't posted in over a month so i thought i would.

well, my fish died today... sadly... now i just have an empty bowl of water in my room.
yep, no one likes me. i have few friends but my friend tend to fight... it's annoying.

basically, when i have a friend thats getting treated like crap, yeah im going to stand up to them even if my friend wont. Good friends do that.

i haven't worked at Galaxy for that last two weeks now... i haven't got any hours! damn it. No hours and im working two jobs. wth!

i guess that's it. no one wants to read it anyways.

The Breaking Point

The point of no return...
The point of the end...
The point I am reaching...
The point i avoid...
I cant take the breaking point!

Yeah... I can't stand certain people anymore... I just want it all gone... Everything... I can't seems to get what I want anyways...

I just want it all gone... I want a life where I can be happy... one that I don't have to deal with assholes and contorting pricks...

Maybe I should become one. They always seem like they have the best luck anyways... well stoners and alcoholics seem to have good luck too...

I just don't understand why they do have the best luck...

I wish I could just for once get the think i want the most... will it ever happen thou... no... I'm not that lucky...

anyways...

so, im pretty sure no one likes to talk to me anymore... i guess i don't blame them. im excited thou. i get to go to the FFA National Convention!! I've never been there before. i have a bunch of homework thou... yuck. i miss three days of school thou!!! the play is suppose to be this weekend... i wonder how good it is going to be... not very im guessing. i found two really good local bands too!!! Jamestown Story and Sing It Loud. Sing It Loud opened for Motion City Soundtrack!

anyways... to end this all up... im depressed but excited at the same time... depressed no one likes to talk to me or hang out but excited about FFA!

start the ranting

so where to start.... well, for one, halo 3 came out! it completely rocks!! yeah. i was at bucks house playing it with him and tommy. i think thats about it for good news though. For all of u that don't know, i really hate being ignoring and not knowing why i am being ignored... I'm really worried about drama too... i feel like everything isn't planed out enough. I'm sure everything will work out though.
What kind of best friend doesnt ever want to talk to you? i just dont get it... i really dont...